Friday, November 27, 2009

Random

Kris said something sad but true today which brings me to say something I said to Zi Zhao on Thursday. What did Kris and I said is something that I will leave to Kris and Zi Zhao to say if they want to say, cause I do not want to say it again or hear it being said. With this being said I shall end this post that has lots of says and said.

Friday, November 20, 2009

Why?

I realised that every day that have Aikido trainings, I wont be able to sleep at night...Too hyper? Or was it the Ice Milk Tea that I like to drink during dinner? Hmmmm....

Anyway today went back home to sleep first then proceed to take 8 to school for the Fitness Star Program. And guess who I saw? Someone from the girls school at Kelvin house who looks just like Geraldine! Complete with the sharp face and yes, there is a mole on her left cheek...! And she is like sitting right in front of me in the bus, facing me! Zzzzz

FSP today was pretty slack, learn more of the correct running style from the instructor and after that we played Handball! I volunteered to be keeper again and got a clean sheet for all 4 matches we played straight. Hohoho! Not bad eh! But credits go to the team for defending and attacking well! Haha!

Monday, November 9, 2009

Random

Today while walking to Tampines interchange to take 81 home ahead of Zi Zhao, Kris, Hamzah and Jah Joon, I suddenly felt like crying... I do not know why. It just came over me out of nowhere.

Anyway I want to know why people I do not really know have such a impact on me... Can anyone tell me why?



Fade in, fade out
Blurry glimpses of you
Why do I have such a lousy memory?

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Training Schedule!

Monday: Maybe abit of gymming before going to run Bedok Reservoir at 6pm
Tuesday: Gym - mainly lower body
Wednesday: Gym - mainly upper body
Thursday: Maybe abit of jogging before/after Aikido training
Friday: Fitness Star Program!


Hopefully I will stick to this schedule lol!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Arrivals and Departures

People come and go, for the 3 years in the Aikido club I have seen countless members leave. Some are those one-timers, multiple-timers and those long-timers. Those long-timers are mostly great people who just either lost interest or just got too busy. Most of them are friends of mine, some are better gone =x. I shall not name those better off gone =x.

After training for so long, you can notice the change in people, pace and attitude. Everything just seem so empty suddenly with the usual people gone, replaced with new people that you don't really know. So it brings on the statement "Cherish the time with your friends and family, cause you won't know when something might just happen and you won't see them much anymore."

But luckily, we still go out and have fun even though they are not coming to training anymore! Hoho and that is what the bonds created throughout the interactions we had is for! True friendship is not so easily severed!

Received news that Geraldine is not working at GV anymore due to heavy school workload. Hopefully she is provided with an allowance by her family if not I cannot imagine what she have to go through for food and other expanses! Hang on wor and take care!

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Random Stuff

I been thinking about getting a part-time job that has flexible times. Was thinking about this as lately I feel that my wallet is getting tighter, in addition to listening to my Mom complain about have "red bills" which means its overdue. Luckily, my Aunt will be selling her house so she will be coming to stay at my house and like my Mom said "She can help to pay the bills!" =X.

Recently, I found out that GV only pay $4 per hour for the part-time workers! Waa! Its like pretty little compared to my lousy previous Shop N Save job! And Geraldine is like working only on weekends(I think), how much can she manage to earn to pay for her needs? Its pretty hard for her to study and work throughout the week yeah? Keep up the good work!

Oh yea and thanks to Chanzee for telling me about those one day jobs of his! Good money! Haha!

Today during training, I seem to realize that the zeal and enthusiasm that we used to have during training are mostly gone. One reason is that I think when you become a senior and have experienced some injuries, you tend to slow down and slack =/. Those young days are good though! Or maybe its just me getting old =P

I feel disappointed in myself today for being humji and not going to check if Geraldine is still working at GV Tamp! Like I told Wing "I felt scared and ran home!" ZZZzzzz! I cannot seem to get the "Do or you will miss it forever" mentality into my mind anymore! I must get back into shape!

So one question remains....Do you still remember me after so long?

Take care and have a nice day! Haha!

Oh who got job lobang tell me yea? Hehe!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Sunday Training!

Today's training was damn fun! And also since it was raining and the Qi Gong people were taking up the hall, we got to use the 2nd floor multi-purpose studio which is air-conditioned!!! Woot! I hope every Sunday's training would be like today haha =P

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Memories of a railway track

Today while I was watching My Date With A Vampire on PPStream, Raymond suddenly told me about the news of two RP students, a couple who were killed on the railway track leading to Malaysia. This prompted memories of the trek that Wing organised weeks ago that me and Nafees went. Apparently the two students were killed after they were hitted while they were sitting on the tracks. Both suffered multiple fractures and both have one leg nearly severed off. The boy's was amputated. Those who went for the trek would remember the sight of an iguana's body. The head was missing and the tail was found a few feet away from the body with the skin cut and bones jutting out. It was quite a bad sight and there were huge, fat flies flying around!

I do not know the reasons why the couple decided to walk along the track at night. Perhaps it was a night walk and perhaps there was other possibilities. I would not trek along the track with only two person as the place is quite creepy and such....Yes I humji! Can a not?!

I have severe doubts about the security of that place! It is called an abandoned track so why the hell is it still in use?! And also there is a station that trekkers have to pass through when trekking and the people inside just do not seem to give a shit when we passed through! Could something like this be prevented if they cared more? Most probably!

Edit: My mistake! It is not an abandoned railway track.

However the question remains that if they were sitting on the tracks when they got hitted by the train, why didn't they felt the train coming?

Sunday, August 2, 2009

A great day or not?

Yesterday was the day that me and the others went to watch the fireworks preview for the NDP 2009.

The first thing I woke up to do was no doubt to play some of the Facebook applications. One particular application is the "God wants you to know" thingy and it gave me "God wants you to know that today will be a great day". And what a "great" day it was. I woke up to 4 smses telling me that they will not be able to make it for the fireworks watching. It was ok as they do have more important stuff to do. Following on was the usual Saturday soccer behind East Spring. For some stupid reasons I slipped and fell on my left hip bone on the side and now I am unable to walk properly without feeling the pain. Zzzzzz.... Then I received the worst news I considered for the day! Someone at GV Tampines had fallen sick and now Geraldine has to take over his/her position and could not make it for the fireworks as her shift ends at 9pm! No! Damnit! But still work is more important, there can be other chances....hopefully!

After that was swimming, it was pretty ok and I got better at controlling my breathing. Then somehow while I was on the bus ride home, emo-ness just seemed to set in. I felt like cancelling the whole thing or thinking of a reason to just stay home while the others went on. However I forced myself to go as I was the organiser! A poor one I might add! But it was a good decision to decide to go for the fireworks! Faith could not make it as she was stuck in church...Lolz! And the rest of the day was spend with the rest of the guys and talking lots of crap. It was good in the end! And I must say the fireworks was pretty nice this year especially the ending rapid fire lol! I so hoped Geraldine was there to see it! Oh well!

Thursday, July 30, 2009

1st August 2009!

Those going to catch the preview of the fireworks for NDP 2009 this Saturday 1st Aug, please note that meeting time is 6pm at Tampines MRT. Those going for training should reach the Esplanade by 7.30pm. We should be there by 8pm!!!!! I only asked some people to go because too much people later no space or something! And hopefully that special someone will be able to attend! Haha! Anyway after the fireworks I believe Nafees and Wing wants to go to the newly opened Ion Shopping Mall or whatever. So maybe we could find something to do over there =/. Anyone got suggestions please to tell! I am a noob organiser so please help! I'm serious! =P

Edit: I just remembered that Kris wants to eat MacDonalds! So we probably be eating MacDonalds after watching the fireworks! Hahaha....

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Exercise!

Yesterday went swimming after MP/SIP. It was raining but we still went on ahead with the swimming. Luckily, the rain stopped for awhile. But after we swam for some time it started raining again! But the lifeguards let us swim still wahahaha! The pool was quite empty and yes! It is a good thing as I cannot swim very well. I got problems with the breathing part on frog-style haha! And yea saw a few not bad looking eye candy while in the pool. Not too bad! Hehe!

After swimming for like around 20 laps, I decided to go for today's gym session also! Yes I must force myself to stop being lazy! Although my shoulders are aching but its ok! Wahaha! Anyway told Kris while online in Facebook and she decided to skip training and go gyming instead. She got there earlier than us and went in ahead. So when we reached and changed she was cycling for awhile already. I stepped on the scale and realised I have gain 3kgs! No! Really cannot slack already! Anyway did those usual chest machines and the weight section is crowded as usual....ZZzzzz.

Here is a big secret! Kris weighs heavier than a certain someone!!! But no worries, I think you can slim down....Hopefully....Eventually...=x

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Harry Potter And The Half-Blood Prince

Last Friday went to watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. Was actually going to watch Disney Pixar's Up but apparently it was not out yet! Damn! But luckily I got to buy tickets at the counter....However! Geraldine was not there! She was instead at the ticket stub tearing place lol! Anyway I saw her and she saw me etc then me, Nafees and WQ went to San's Bookshop to let me buy the Book 2 and 3 of the Warcraft Trilogy. Yes, its a good book and no its not about the Warcraft 3 campaign story! Went on to Toys R Us to check out the Transformers toys that Nafees wanted to buy for his cousin or something. And yes seeing those toys and Gundam models bring back memories! But I feel that the Transformers toys last time was nicer! Megatron was a dragon and all but it was damn expensive! Lol!

Then met up with the juniors and went to Kopitiam to eat! Alot of people were there so we had to sit at different tables but its ok since we only had 30mins to eat. Wing came to join us and talk crap. I must admit she looks like a office lady....that is until I saw her shoes! Omg! Its quite funny actually! While eating Wing decided to follow us to GV where we would be watching the movie just to see who Geraldine is!

And wow! Is it Heaven's will or what! Wing actually knows Geraldine! Everyone was freaking surprised! My S.O.S has been answered! Thank god! Or Wing(no you are not a goddess =P) actually...LOL!

Harry Potter was ok....They failed to capture the important points in the story book and instead they emphasis on the less important parts like the relationship development between Ginny and Harry etc. Yes it might be funny to some people like Chin Siong(Yes he is lame). But I believed most people watch Harry Potter movies for the magic, duels, the mystical stuff! If we wanted relationship stuff we would just catch Romance movies...Overall, I felt the fights in Hogwarts should be a key plot in the movie but it just flew past and nothing even happened. Other than the destroying of the Hall where Hogwarts people ate in....

And damn Nafees for rushing me to get out as he needs to go to the toilet! If I were slower to exit the theatre...I might have just gotten what I wanted!!! Noooooo! But oh well! I did not take the chance myself....Damn!


Soccer on Saturday was good! Even though we lost terribly! Our defense made some mistakes and also some good interceptions, clearance and tackling. The only thing that maddens me is the lack of support from the other players. Only 1 or 2 players from the midfield came back to help us defend. 3 defenders defending against 5 or more attackers! Wow! Its a surprise we did not get thrashed more! The defense was strengthen more later on but the tiredness and sluggishness from not playing for a long time made our players lose out in the end! But it was a good experience though!

Oh and after the match ZZ apparently used Wing's phone and played around with me. And yes, I do know it does not feel like Wing replying but perhaps it was the tiredness or what. It made me feel freaking pissed off and I could not take the joke and proceeded to tell them off haha! And oh some things I believe cannot be truely interpreted in smses etc. Its better to talk directly in person afterall!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

A Turnover?

Lately I have been super lazy. I skipped trainings, Foodmin outings. I did not even try to make things work. In school for MP/SIP most of time I was doing nothing other than playing games and the deadline is coming soon 17 August which is like less than 1 months time. I even play until I forgot to go to watch the demo for i.Live.

Laziness and eating oily food for breakfast is making me fat! I need to exercise more! I need to change my mindset about jogging is tiring and the feeling sucks etc! Screw it! Jog! Run! Push-ups! Weight lifting! Gogogo!

I watched the i.Live demo video on Facebook. It was pretty good, seeing that not all are multiple dojo goers. Keep up the good work, there is more room for improvement on the free excerise part! And why didn't we have those "Wow!" etc comments when we did the demo last time!!!! Nooooo! Oh well!

Once upon a time, I was able to lie and trick people while keep a straight and serious face, making them believe it is true! But however, ever since joining Aikido or something, the ability seems to have disappeared! Especially if I was lying or trying to play a trick on a female! Why! No! It can't be! So is it good or bad? Damnit!

How many people believes in retribution? Please raise your hands! For those who did not raise your hand, let me tell you a personal experience that might just change your perpective!

I was in Primary school, me and my brother love to go down stairs and play soccer with the neighbourhood kids. There was this one time we discovered lots of insects like grasshoppers, spiders, moths etc living just behind the wall in the grass patches. So like what kids do, I took a 1 litre coke bottle and proceed to catch a whole butch of them. I thought the spiders would eat up the grasshoppers and moths but they did not. Disappointed I went on the fill the bottle up with water, drowning all the insects inside. It did not end there, after that I put the bottle inside the freezer and froze them all! My mother found it and scolded the shit out of me and threw it away. I did not felt anything...BUT!!!! After that day onwards, no matter what insects that came across me other than ants would instill a fear inside of me!

So is this a case of retribution? Or was it just a case of hidden fear until it awakened?


On a side note, I did not join up with another church or what. Those questions I asked you was just to know what you think about them. The only church that I would join and be converted if I wanted would be none other than Hope Church. It was the most welcoming and pleasant place that I have ever been to.

Please stop ignoring me.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Sending out an S.O.S

I guess almost everyone should know about who Geraldine is....so I shall not elaborate anymore hehe. Anyway it not like what most people think it is, she is just someone who I have a strong feeling that I want to know her better. The feeling is not same as with you-know-who. So as the title of post see fit, I am sending out an S.O.S to all people out there who can help me to help me! Lolz! PY's cousin could not help and he was mine last resort! Nooooo! I guess I have to use my trump card! Which is me....not very useful though =x

Anyway yesterday went to Barossa to have my first drink which is a Mojito called "Ultimate Vanilla". The taste was not bad but the aftertaste is a bit weird to me. But apparently Chris and Jah Joon said it was nice... Then I went on to try the Crown's Lager beer and I shall never drink beer again! I was helping to finish off one bottle but the bitter taste was stacking in my mouth and OMG it sucks!! I think the next time if I were to drink I would probably order Chris' drink which I do not know the name lol!

So to all Autobots and Decepticons alike out there! This is Lin Quan and please lend me a helping hand! =x

Friday, June 26, 2009

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

Watched Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen today at GV Tampines. The movie was pretty nice, story is quite action packed and sometimes quite funny also! For some reasons Autobots just kick ass man! I was really looking forward to seeing Jetfire but it was kind of disappointing due to how they featured him as a "old" guy and not a "young" one. However Jetfire still kicked ass! Woot! The movie is definitely worth watching, I really think magazines eg. 8 Days etc should get better reviewers instead of those who keep giving low ratings for good movies!

Anyway first thing I did when I reached the cinema was to check if Geraldine was there anot and yes she is! After the movie, we waited near the counter area for sometime while I was deciding whether to talk to her anot, then we moved to the arcade area...! Finally after quite some time of deciding and walking to and fro checking if her counter was empty anot, I decided to just go for it! And so I went queueing up pretending to buy tickets after I watched finished my movie just minutes ago.....The buy on the spot line was pretty empty and the counter beside hers keep asking me if I want to go there to "purchase" my ticket but I waved no and let the others behind me go haha. So after waiting for the previous group that cut infront of me when I was in line to her counter to finish...her counter was finally empty!!! But then! The online purchased queue suddenly alot of people!!! And she was looking at the online purchase queue and me, seeing who want to approach her first...so I just chiong ar!

And then I did the stupidest thing I have ever done so far....probably! My first attempt she couldn't hear me so she leaned forward and said "Sorry?", I repeated myself and said "Sorry to bother you while you are working.....I just want to say have a nice day." She gave a "Oh ok" kind of look and I just gave her a smile and a wave and made my escape!

Haha I feel I wasted this chance and the thing I said was damn stupid! Sian! Hope she dun mind me bothering her while she was working =x

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Rantings!

Supposedly had to hand in fully assembled with piping drawings to Supervisor today, chionged yesterday and today but problems just seem to keep coming up. First thing was the inches and millimeters thing, I remembered having converted them for all the drawings already but when I tried to assemble the parts, the humidifier was super small sized compare to the base. After arguing for a few minutes with no solution, I turned to reconverting all parts to millimeters again. And yes it worked but then the datum axis got separated and was a long distance away from the actual part which will lead to another problem later on. The next problem inserting and then rotating the stupid c-connector. IT JUST WON'T ROTATE PROPERLY!!! Finally we called for the expert's help! It turns out that there was another freaking button that was right in front of us, click it then click the part and it will rotate the way you want! OMFG!!! And it was 5.30pm already, the old uncle comes in and chases us out. Woooo! Less than 50% done! No free access lab! WTF! Luckily supervisor was kind and let us show him tomorrow after lunch instead! Phew!

Training was good as usual! Seems like it was much better after the camp for some reason. Did some slamming and slammed my right injured toe right onto the mats! After a few seconds the pain came and it was like OMFG! Wooo makes my whole right leg feel like no strength! Zzzzz stupid Chris and CY was asking me to go acupunture then go there take photos of me when I kena poke by needles....! Anyway I think my Kotegashi's technique is getting worse! No! Help! But it still hurts! Muahahahaha! Good for the rest!

Oh and the prologue and chapter 1 of the Da Vinci Code was pretty well wrote, very exciting! And yes I just started on the Da Vinci Code and I have not read Angels & Demons yet!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Night At the Museum 2

Went to watch Night At The Museum 2 with ST, PY and Nafees today. At first we wanted to watch at Century Square but due to some noobie getting the time wrong we decided to go to GV at Tampines Mall instead! Ah boy! Was it the greatest decision we ever made on the day! The queue was pretty long and it took some time to get to our turn to buy the tickets. But it was well worth it! Why? Cause the counter was this pretty and cute girl with short hair! Wahahaha! And cause of her name tag...her is name is Geraldine! Anyway wanted to talk to her and ask email etc but the queue was too long! So decided not to bother her haha....After the movie the queue was still the same! Damn!!!

Anyway the movie was not bad, it was definitely nicer than the 1st one. More action and more funnier. The little people are damn funny! Wahaha! Charge.....!!!!! And the Pharaoh was also damn funny! But still pity did not get to know Geraldine hahaha.....

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Wow!

Woo! Did I make the right choice when I took bus 81 back today after training and dinner! A quite nice girl board with me at the interchange and later at the library area a damn nice girl wearing a adidas sports tee and black shorts boarded! At first she was standing at the area for standing then I used my "brain power" to psycho her into sitting beside me and she did! One space away that is...Lolz! Anyway she was holding her ezlink and I saw that she is the same colour as us hoho! Thats a good sign!

Anyway both of them alighted the bus stop before mine!!! Did not realise so many pretty girls are in my neighbourhood! Omg!

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Soccer and Stuff

Went for morning soccer on Saturday behind East Spring Sec and as usual it was pretty fun. I injured my right toe when trying to tackle the ball away from the Newcastle jersey guy and before that I kinda sprained/twisted my ankle abit while trying to block a shot...Now my right toe can barely bend and it hurts to walk! Thats why I skipped Sunday's training =/, don't cry 'You-Tiao Mei' I will still go next week! Hahaha!

Anyway after soccer, I decided to carry on with gyming at Tampines Sports Hall there with CY, Nafees and PY. Boy! Was it a good choice! After we bought the tickets(me and CY had to pay $2.50 cause we are too old for student price...), a girl in yellow came in to buy tickets too. Wow! Her friend outside wearing St.Hilda's t-shirt was damn pretty! Good choice to go gym lol! Proceed to do multiple chest excerises using the machines(weights area crowded as usual). Too bad the St.Hilda's girl signed out after doing the climb stairs thingy and treadmill. Pity, we left just only sometime after them...Wasted chance! 

By the way after gym, we were deciding beside the ticket machine on whether to swim a not then this quite nice girl came to buy ticket LOL! Not bad ar! I decide to go home while the others went swimming. But thats ok since I saw a few good looking girls while on the bus home, they were at the TPJC bus stop haha!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Thoughts/Feelings

Training is one of the best way to get rid of all the unnecessary or depressing thoughts in my head. Talking and playing around with the people in the Aikido club helps to relieve stress etc. That is why I love to go training particularly on Thursdays in school!

To tell the truth, I kind of saw it coming already but still its quite depressing to see it happen suddenly. People once said "Loving/liking someone does not means you have to be together but letting the other party be happy"(dunno who said it). At the begining of the month of May, I started thinking of you being happy with whoever is enough already but then other stuff happened and the feelings/thoughts got kind of mixed up, making me confused. So to the others, I am actually quite ok, just that thinking about stuff makes me regret etc.

On a side note! Once again I would like to thank Regina for chatting and hearing all my problems etc, talking to you always makes me more positive haha! Thanks! Haha

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

An End...?

It began a few weeks ago when I change my frequency of messages to perhaps few weeks once or something. Was it too long of a stop? In that time I had lost whatever was left of you thought of me? Did I make the right choice of trying not to bother you too much or was it a wrong choice?

Today I saw something that some of the people had told me that I might sooner or later see, I was prepared but still I can't help but feel that perhaps I should have done this, done that. Would it have worked out if I was more confident and less shy when talking to you? Or perhaps I should have created more chances and not give up as easily?

Some of the people should know and remember about the 4/4 heart thingy I had told them before. Well after all these time only 1/4 is left and all you had to do is to dealt the final blow...I think you know who I am referring to...so if you are reading this by any chance...all you have to do is to tell me or just send me a sms...

I am quite sick everything just suddenly happening and how people attitude towards me just change...please stop it...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Update...

MP/SIP has been progressing to the next stage. Now we are currently using ProE to do our all the parts that we will be using and then we will assemble them together to become what we would like our Test Station to look like. Hopefully we can be ready for the showcase on August.

Today the stupid TSO so kanchiong spider scared cannot get into lift is it? Must rush in and bang me while I getting out of the lift one....ZZZZZzzzz. So inconsiderate. Nowadays trying to stick to $5 budget per day in order to save money to pay for the other $50 for the multiple dojo...resort to making people treat me drinks or snacks hehe!


Did something happen that I did not know/realise? Or is it as they said that you changed number and forgot to tell me? Hope everything is fine and your happy, hopefully will hear from you soon.

Please let everything be ok!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Illness...

Holidays are coming to an end, so far had fallen sick twice both to fever. First was on black belt grading day itself and recently just after the Monday night out. I never did felt fully recovered after the first time...Hopefully this second time would be much better, cause I recovered in like in 1 day time?

Monday, April 13, 2009

Recent Stuff

Last week had FOW/FOC, it was a good and fun experience overall. Although a lot of people did not turn up, we still managed to get through it! Did registration for both FOW and FOC...was damn hectic need to confirm some stuff and find name etc with people queueing up longer and longer...phew! Glad that is over! Doing food it perhaps the more tiring job compare to admin, as the days pass by I realize I can carry lesser and lesser amount of food/drinks. Was damn tiring. Then was the late showers in the wee hours of the night, nearly quarrelled with SL on several occasions. One day while out at Prime buying maggie mee saw Chia Min and after deciding for awhile, I went to chat with her for a while. Hopefully she did not mind me being smelly since we could not bath in the day =x.

Then was the FO outing, had the final clash which was pretty fun even though we defended most of the time and cheated as well! Our lollipop had rafia strings covered by newspaper which is covered by a layer of trash bag and finally a last layer of newspaper to make it seem like a normal one. After some rounds of water bombs throwing, our first layer finally got broken through but then we just had to remove the trash bag layer to have a new lollipop! LOL!

After that, we proceed on the throwing people into the sea, it was fun throwing people but getting thrown is not fun since seawater gets into almost every part of your face! Thunderclouds came after awhile and we were ask to leave but before that Wendy Poh saw and asked to me to help throw someone into the water but apparently he tripped and fell when I turn to approach him...Oh well!

Several things happened after we got back to Vivocity, we ate at the Amphitheatre and later started cheering due to some reasons which led to more stuff happening which I shall not elaborate here. It was fun and did not regret not going for this outing!


Today went to Kelvin's house to play Rock Band, try to sing but could not. Drums was pretty nice to play but in the end I stuck to guitar cause I am a Guitar Hero!!!! Lolz! Anyway remind me not to play Rock Band or Guitar Hero continously for a long period of time...as it gives me headaches and makes me want to sleep.

After that went to Momoya to eat Japanese buffet with Dino, JQ, PY, Isaac and Chris. The food was pretty good but I kinda of regretted ordering the cold buckwheat soba. Its pretty tasteless even with the sauce. Somehow I eat for awhile and was terribly full, should have ask for hot green tea instead of cold one...! After that went to the next door shop call Miss U Cafe, where Dino, Chris and PY ordered beer to drink. Unluckily, all the girls that Chris said was there was apparently gone....Noooooo! Lolz! Oh well!

On a side note watching Handsome Suit had make me realised something which I am trying to apply into real life, hopefully it turns out good. OH AND DO WATCH HANDSOME SUIT, CAUSE ITS DAMN NICE!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

NUS Training

Training at NUS yesterday was great! Met up at Tampines MRT with the others and took all the way to Clementi MRT. After that walk a short distance to take 96 to NUS. I cannot bare to think about travelling everyday to NUS...so long!

The sports hall was pretty big, there was Muay Thai, Silat and Table Tennis training going on when we reached there. Best of all there is Kendo! The highlight of the day was the Muay Thai training...there was this pretty nice girl....LOL!

Anyway at NUS, the Aikido club used Judo mats for training. The mats were more slippery than our usual mats and doing the forward and backward rolls made me feel very dizzy. Lastly the mats tend to give "mat burns", I believe its cause we not used to the surface....

The members are pretty friendly and there is this white belt that was in my group while doing the group technique...not bad looking...and she keep giggling when we were doing the slams...haha...I think she feels its painful cause she could only roll (you know what I mean).

Overall its a good experience, hopefully there will be more of these crossover trainings! But hopefully not always due to travel time and fees! Wahahaha!

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Black Belt Grading

14th March was the day of my grading, woke up to body aches then related it to symptoms of fever, but measured body temperature was only 36.9... quite normal. So I went to Tampines Interchange's small mac to wait for Nafees who is as usual late, bought a medium iced milo to drink. However after drinking, a sense of illness just set in. Went to lend money from Zi Zhao to buy panadol, seems like I keep lending money from people ZZzzz.

Grading was not too bad, long and tiring but it made me feel good despite being sick. Did a stupid mistake while doing the 4 direction bokken kata.

Went home to eat more panadol and rest. Woke up to find body temperature increase to 39.2 but luckily I did not have headaches which is good. So basically I can do whatever I want while just enduring the body aches etc. Wahahaha!

Next day, realised that I passed my illness to Nafees and later in the evening my bro came back home to complain I passed to him as well....LOLZ!

Anyway I want to thank Chia Min for chatting with me using SMSes yesterday, make me feel better haha!

Edit: Oh if anyone else got sick because of me....Sorry! I did not meant it =/

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Results!

NetFund: A
MTNProj: B+
CKTCS: A
PEDrive: Z
OrgCom: B+
Sociology: A


Wooo I got a Z lolz! GPA is sure to boost this time! Not bad, best results I gotten so far...Must keep it up! (Edit: Eee! GPA raise by 0.26 only =/)

Anyway I think I am not going to ever play money with mahjong anymore after yesterday...Those who do not play with money can ask me =x

Sometimes I just feel that it is all for naught....

Monday, February 23, 2009

Exams

Last Friday was NetFund and I can say that it was pretty easy, only the MCQs might have a few stupid mistakes. Today had Circuits and Control Systems (CKTCS) and I must say that it is much harder than previous years' paper. A few questions ask us to prove something and the worst is the Section C questions. Only 1 out of 3 was easy. And I am glad I chose that to do with another one....LOL! Left one more paper on Wednesday, hopefully it won't be as tricky as CKTCS.

On the bus home today, I was thinking about a brush with someone and I realised that I kept on wasting chances to become better friends. Time is running out and it would be even harder to see her next term with SIP. And I don't think her course have in-house projects like MTN....Damn! But it will be good for her to get the exposure and experience though...

My greatest enemy will be time itself after i conquer myself...

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Recent Stuff...

Last Sunday after training I decided to message her to ask her out. But she did not reply...so yea I felt pretty down. I suppose this is quite a bad time to be thinking about stuff like this but I really cannot help it. Want to know why? Ask ST lolz!

Projects are all due this week and I can say that I finally felt some kind of pressure. Orgcom action minutes was due on Monday for me and in addition I had to get the MtnProj's circuit to work and also PEDrive's circuit. And all these circuits just will not work! Shit them all! Another problem that arised is somehow Adam from my Orgcom group was uncontactable on that day. As Chia Min knows him and he is from her class, I decided to ask her for his contact as I needed his signature etc for the minutes. However she told me she was not sure if she was allowed to give it to me, which is true, but instead I insisted to get the number by saying that I need for what blah blah blah. I was quite loser-like...Zzzzzz. But I got apologize! So it kind of felt better abit....

Feb 14 is approaching however I just do not know what to do...I do not know what you like, what you prefer to eat etc. And I proclaim that I like you or whatever when I do not even know anything about you. I feel so lost and I do not know whether you hate me or what. I do not know anything!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Hopefully it works!

Day 2 of trying not to message you, the urge is quite hard to fight against. Luckily had projects and friends to help me not think about it. Hopefully this will turn out to be something good!

I really need to do something to change my luck. It has been terrible ever since year 1.1! But some good things did happen on the way and few of the best is joining Aikido, getting to know my friends and most importantly, seeing you and getting to know you even if it just virtual chatting that we had done so far...

Thinking back, I had alot of great chances to get to know you earlier but however I did not cherish the chances. One SUPER GOOD example is that faithful sunday! Damnit! I shall elaborate it, lolz, who wants to know can ask CY, Nafees or Vincent. But I think Vincent should have forgotten already though. Lolz!

Friday, January 16, 2009

Get off my chest!

Been thinking about alot of stuff...most particularly about someone. All these time, I have only been asking questions, alot are irrelevant. I do not know how to face you and talk normally. Seeing you just freezes everything inside of me. Most of the time you reply but sometimes you don't, I not sure how you are feeling which I really want to know but I'm scared that if I confess to you, we might just not be able to be friends anymore.

Someone mentioned something and said that you are a kind, gentle girl. Someone who never gets angry. It got me thinking, are you just answering out of courtesy or you regard me as a friend who did not speak more than 10 sentences with you so far.

I hope my bad assumptions are wrong and what I interpret is correct.

Just today, I thought about what I had been doing lately. I realised that most of the things I done have been for my own selfish desires/reasons. Hopefully, I can change that for the better but not the worse.

I had told this to several people who I know that even if this bus runs off without me, I will chase it till the end or in other words "Give up the forest for a tree". I really do not mind it at all as I feel that you are definitely worth it, no one has given me that particular kind of feel. Even if I am in the process of chasing the bus with or without someone else aboard, I wish you happiness in whatever you do.

Somehow I feel like shouting out loud, and forgetting everything with a headbutt to the wall...
If you only knew the impact you have on my life...and I do not know why...
If only I had the courage to tell you everything...

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Random

What Animal are You?
Sheep
You are a sheep. You're more of a follower than a leader, and prefer a more peaceful day than a busy one. You're very compassionate and like to help those in need. You make time for plans and are true to your word.

Did this quiz on CY's blog twice and got the same results! Guess I am a sheep! But don't judge a book by its cover! Muahahahaha!

A random "poem" I made up in less than 1 min:

You make me happy,
You make me sad,
How is it possible?
I do not know,
Since the first time,
I see you,
You had this hold,
On my very soul!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

4th Jan 2009!

Today went for compulsory training, it was good to see alot of the juniors turning up! Good job! Left the mat laying to them today as I felt tired lolz!

Anyway training was good, however I do not know why but after a few rolls, my thighs just felt super tired! Could not train very well. Got called up to do Monotedori Iriminage demo, and it killed me even more! Was planning to do some serious Iriminage-ing, with the pulling of collars and everything but did not have the energy though....As usual, Kris was super keen on trying to decimate whoever that partners with her. She very kan chiong when doing the Koshinage..tsk tsk, no wonder cannot throw me! Hohoho!

After training lunch was pretty ok, dunno why but I only drank a cup of soya bean + chin chow and ate chicken rice without finishing the vegetables! What is happening!

Getting abit out of shape! Must go train abit! Field soccer this Sat! Maybe! Hopefully!

Progress has been good! Hopefully it continues to become even better! Wooooo!

3rd Jan 2009!

Went to the very first service yesterday for Hope Church! I must say it was quite a nice experience. Met up with Ser Meng, Nicholas, Marco, Mark(Marco), Benjamin(Big), Benjamin(Small), Zhi Wei and one more guy(forgot the name =x) at Plaza Singapura's Kopitiam. Ate lunch and then we went to search for present for a female who I do not know =/. Lolz! A Mecha guy and his friend joined us abit later.

After that we went to hide somewhere and "ambushed" JP and sort of celebrated his birthday with a birthday song and then he ate his tiramisu cake. After that we made our way to Cuppage Plaza and met Joseph on the way. I was quite surprised like Ser Meng said, I did not thought that Hope Church would be located at Cuppage Plaza' Nexus Auditorium.

It was very different from the church Shemona went to. But the place was nice, they sell quite a big selection of books including bibles and improvement books there too. After waiting for a while, we proceed to be seated in a place where it feels like a movie theater! The layout was the same as a theater and the only thing that was different was that it had a stage.

Had worship, praise and drama. Drama was pretty funny and I think I get what message they are trying to portray. Attend the first preach in my life, it felt just like lecture in school but the pastor, Jasmine, was definitely more interesting to listen to than lecturers in school.

She said "Imagine 90 of Nexus Auditorium full of mist and 30 metres deep, it might seem alot! But when you compress the whole thing into becoming water, it can barely fill a glass! That is was worry is! Worry exaggerates the whole problem!" And I find this particular point quite true!

After service went to a nearby food court to eat, talk quite abit and played True or Dare. However no one did Dare lolz! Anyway, when we were returning from buying drinks, Big Benjamin suggested we introduce ourselves to the Engine school girls who were having their dinner in the pizza place. We "agreed" to his suggestion and when he went in and started talking, he did not bothered to look back to see that we have all walked another way! LOLZ! Talked somemore and went home!