Tuesday, March 24, 2009

NUS Training

Training at NUS yesterday was great! Met up at Tampines MRT with the others and took all the way to Clementi MRT. After that walk a short distance to take 96 to NUS. I cannot bare to think about travelling everyday to NUS...so long!

The sports hall was pretty big, there was Muay Thai, Silat and Table Tennis training going on when we reached there. Best of all there is Kendo! The highlight of the day was the Muay Thai training...there was this pretty nice girl....LOL!

Anyway at NUS, the Aikido club used Judo mats for training. The mats were more slippery than our usual mats and doing the forward and backward rolls made me feel very dizzy. Lastly the mats tend to give "mat burns", I believe its cause we not used to the surface....

The members are pretty friendly and there is this white belt that was in my group while doing the group technique...not bad looking...and she keep giggling when we were doing the slams...haha...I think she feels its painful cause she could only roll (you know what I mean).

Overall its a good experience, hopefully there will be more of these crossover trainings! But hopefully not always due to travel time and fees! Wahahaha!

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Black Belt Grading

14th March was the day of my grading, woke up to body aches then related it to symptoms of fever, but measured body temperature was only 36.9... quite normal. So I went to Tampines Interchange's small mac to wait for Nafees who is as usual late, bought a medium iced milo to drink. However after drinking, a sense of illness just set in. Went to lend money from Zi Zhao to buy panadol, seems like I keep lending money from people ZZzzz.

Grading was not too bad, long and tiring but it made me feel good despite being sick. Did a stupid mistake while doing the 4 direction bokken kata.

Went home to eat more panadol and rest. Woke up to find body temperature increase to 39.2 but luckily I did not have headaches which is good. So basically I can do whatever I want while just enduring the body aches etc. Wahahaha!

Next day, realised that I passed my illness to Nafees and later in the evening my bro came back home to complain I passed to him as well....LOLZ!

Anyway I want to thank Chia Min for chatting with me using SMSes yesterday, make me feel better haha!

Edit: Oh if anyone else got sick because of me....Sorry! I did not meant it =/

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Results!

NetFund: A
MTNProj: B+
CKTCS: A
PEDrive: Z
OrgCom: B+
Sociology: A


Wooo I got a Z lolz! GPA is sure to boost this time! Not bad, best results I gotten so far...Must keep it up! (Edit: Eee! GPA raise by 0.26 only =/)

Anyway I think I am not going to ever play money with mahjong anymore after yesterday...Those who do not play with money can ask me =x

Sometimes I just feel that it is all for naught....

Monday, February 23, 2009

Exams

Last Friday was NetFund and I can say that it was pretty easy, only the MCQs might have a few stupid mistakes. Today had Circuits and Control Systems (CKTCS) and I must say that it is much harder than previous years' paper. A few questions ask us to prove something and the worst is the Section C questions. Only 1 out of 3 was easy. And I am glad I chose that to do with another one....LOL! Left one more paper on Wednesday, hopefully it won't be as tricky as CKTCS.

On the bus home today, I was thinking about a brush with someone and I realised that I kept on wasting chances to become better friends. Time is running out and it would be even harder to see her next term with SIP. And I don't think her course have in-house projects like MTN....Damn! But it will be good for her to get the exposure and experience though...

My greatest enemy will be time itself after i conquer myself...

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Recent Stuff...

Last Sunday after training I decided to message her to ask her out. But she did not reply...so yea I felt pretty down. I suppose this is quite a bad time to be thinking about stuff like this but I really cannot help it. Want to know why? Ask ST lolz!

Projects are all due this week and I can say that I finally felt some kind of pressure. Orgcom action minutes was due on Monday for me and in addition I had to get the MtnProj's circuit to work and also PEDrive's circuit. And all these circuits just will not work! Shit them all! Another problem that arised is somehow Adam from my Orgcom group was uncontactable on that day. As Chia Min knows him and he is from her class, I decided to ask her for his contact as I needed his signature etc for the minutes. However she told me she was not sure if she was allowed to give it to me, which is true, but instead I insisted to get the number by saying that I need for what blah blah blah. I was quite loser-like...Zzzzzz. But I got apologize! So it kind of felt better abit....

Feb 14 is approaching however I just do not know what to do...I do not know what you like, what you prefer to eat etc. And I proclaim that I like you or whatever when I do not even know anything about you. I feel so lost and I do not know whether you hate me or what. I do not know anything!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Hopefully it works!

Day 2 of trying not to message you, the urge is quite hard to fight against. Luckily had projects and friends to help me not think about it. Hopefully this will turn out to be something good!

I really need to do something to change my luck. It has been terrible ever since year 1.1! But some good things did happen on the way and few of the best is joining Aikido, getting to know my friends and most importantly, seeing you and getting to know you even if it just virtual chatting that we had done so far...

Thinking back, I had alot of great chances to get to know you earlier but however I did not cherish the chances. One SUPER GOOD example is that faithful sunday! Damnit! I shall elaborate it, lolz, who wants to know can ask CY, Nafees or Vincent. But I think Vincent should have forgotten already though. Lolz!

Friday, January 16, 2009

Get off my chest!

Been thinking about alot of stuff...most particularly about someone. All these time, I have only been asking questions, alot are irrelevant. I do not know how to face you and talk normally. Seeing you just freezes everything inside of me. Most of the time you reply but sometimes you don't, I not sure how you are feeling which I really want to know but I'm scared that if I confess to you, we might just not be able to be friends anymore.

Someone mentioned something and said that you are a kind, gentle girl. Someone who never gets angry. It got me thinking, are you just answering out of courtesy or you regard me as a friend who did not speak more than 10 sentences with you so far.

I hope my bad assumptions are wrong and what I interpret is correct.

Just today, I thought about what I had been doing lately. I realised that most of the things I done have been for my own selfish desires/reasons. Hopefully, I can change that for the better but not the worse.

I had told this to several people who I know that even if this bus runs off without me, I will chase it till the end or in other words "Give up the forest for a tree". I really do not mind it at all as I feel that you are definitely worth it, no one has given me that particular kind of feel. Even if I am in the process of chasing the bus with or without someone else aboard, I wish you happiness in whatever you do.

Somehow I feel like shouting out loud, and forgetting everything with a headbutt to the wall...
If you only knew the impact you have on my life...and I do not know why...
If only I had the courage to tell you everything...