Wow!

Woo! Did I make the right choice when I took bus 81 back today after training and dinner! A quite nice girl board with me at the interchange and later at the library area a damn nice girl wearing a adidas sports tee and black shorts boarded! At first she was standing at the area for standing then I used my "brain power" to psycho her into sitting beside me and she did! One space away that is...Lolz! Anyway she was holding her ezlink and I saw that she is the same colour as us hoho! Thats a good sign!

Anyway both of them alighted the bus stop before mine!!! Did not realise so many pretty girls are in my neighbourhood! Omg!

Soccer and Stuff

Went for morning soccer on Saturday behind East Spring Sec and as usual it was pretty fun. I injured my right toe when trying to tackle the ball away from the Newcastle jersey guy and before that I kinda sprained/twisted my ankle abit while trying to block a shot...Now my right toe can barely bend and it hurts to walk! Thats why I skipped Sunday's training =/, don't cry 'You-Tiao Mei' I will still go next week! Hahaha!

Anyway after soccer, I decided to carry on with gyming at Tampines Sports Hall there with CY, Nafees and PY. Boy! Was it a good choice! After we bought the tickets(me and CY had to pay $2.50 cause we are too old for student price...), a girl in yellow came in to buy tickets too. Wow! Her friend outside wearing St.Hilda's t-shirt was damn pretty! Good choice to go gym lol! Proceed to do multiple chest excerises using the machines(weights area crowded as usual). Too bad the St.Hilda's girl signed out after doing the climb stairs thingy and treadmill. Pity, we left just only sometime after them...Wasted chance! 

By the way after gym, we were deciding beside the ticket machine on whether to swim a not then this quite nice girl came to buy ticket LOL! Not bad ar! I decide to go home while the others went swimming. But thats ok since I saw a few good looking girls while on the bus home, they were at the TPJC bus stop haha!

Thoughts/Feelings

Training is one of the best way to get rid of all the unnecessary or depressing thoughts in my head. Talking and playing around with the people in the Aikido club helps to relieve stress etc. That is why I love to go training particularly on Thursdays in school!

To tell the truth, I kind of saw it coming already but still its quite depressing to see it happen suddenly. People once said "Loving/liking someone does not means you have to be together but letting the other party be happy"(dunno who said it). At the begining of the month of May, I started thinking of you being happy with whoever is enough already but then other stuff happened and the feelings/thoughts got kind of mixed up, making me confused. So to the others, I am actually quite ok, just that thinking about stuff makes me regret etc.

On a side note! Once again I would like to thank Regina for chatting and hearing all my problems etc, talking to you always makes me more positive haha! Thanks! Haha

An End...?

It began a few weeks ago when I change my frequency of messages to perhaps few weeks once or something. Was it too long of a stop? In that time I had lost whatever was left of you thought of me? Did I make the right choice of trying not to bother you too much or was it a wrong choice?

Today I saw something that some of the people had told me that I might sooner or later see, I was prepared but still I can't help but feel that perhaps I should have done this, done that. Would it have worked out if I was more confident and less shy when talking to you? Or perhaps I should have created more chances and not give up as easily?

Some of the people should know and remember about the 4/4 heart thingy I had told them before. Well after all these time only 1/4 is left and all you had to do is to dealt the final blow...I think you know who I am referring to...so if you are reading this by any chance...all you have to do is to tell me or just send me a sms...

I am quite sick everything just suddenly happening and how people attitude towards me just change...please stop it...

Update...

MP/SIP has been progressing to the next stage. Now we are currently using ProE to do our all the parts that we will be using and then we will assemble them together to become what we would like our Test Station to look like. Hopefully we can be ready for the showcase on August.

Today the stupid TSO so kanchiong spider scared cannot get into lift is it? Must rush in and bang me while I getting out of the lift one....ZZZZZzzzz. So inconsiderate. Nowadays trying to stick to $5 budget per day in order to save money to pay for the other $50 for the multiple dojo...resort to making people treat me drinks or snacks hehe!

Did something happen that I did not know/realise? Or is it as they said that you changed number and forgot to tell me? Hope everything is fine and your happy, hopefully will hear from you soon.

Please let everything be ok!

Illness...

Holidays are coming to an end, so far had fallen sick twice both to fever. First was on black belt grading day itself and recently just after the Monday night out. I never did felt fully recovered after the first time...Hopefully this second time would be much better, cause I recovered in like in 1 day time?

Recent Stuff

Last week had FOW/FOC, it was a good and fun experience overall. Although a lot of people did not turn up, we still managed to get through it! Did registration for both FOW and FOC...was damn hectic need to confirm some stuff and find name etc with people queueing up longer and longer...phew! Glad that is over! Doing food it perhaps the more tiring job compare to admin, as the days pass by I realize I can carry lesser and lesser amount of food/drinks. Was damn tiring. Then was the late showers in the wee hours of the night, nearly quarrelled with SL on several occasions. One day while out at Prime buying maggie mee saw Chia Min and after deciding for awhile, I went to chat with her for a while. Hopefully she did not mind me being smelly since we could not bath in the day =x.

Then was the FO outing, had the final clash which was pretty fun even though we defended most of the time and cheated as well! Our lollipop had rafia strings covered by newspaper which is covered by a layer of trash bag and finally a last layer of newspaper to make it seem like a normal one. After some rounds of water bombs throwing, our first layer finally got broken through but then we just had to remove the trash bag layer to have a new lollipop! LOL!

After that, we proceed on the throwing people into the sea, it was fun throwing people but getting thrown is not fun since seawater gets into almost every part of your face! Thunderclouds came after awhile and we were ask to leave but before that Wendy Poh saw and asked to me to help throw someone into the water but apparently he tripped and fell when I turn to approach him...Oh well!

Several things happened after we got back to Vivocity, we ate at the Amphitheatre and later started cheering due to some reasons which led to more stuff happening which I shall not elaborate here. It was fun and did not regret not going for this outing!


Today went to Kelvin's house to play Rock Band, try to sing but could not. Drums was pretty nice to play but in the end I stuck to guitar cause I am a Guitar Hero!!!! Lolz! Anyway remind me not to play Rock Band or Guitar Hero continously for a long period of time...as it gives me headaches and makes me want to sleep.

After that went to Momoya to eat Japanese buffet with Dino, JQ, PY, Isaac and Chris. The food was pretty good but I kinda of regretted ordering the cold buckwheat soba. Its pretty tasteless even with the sauce. Somehow I eat for awhile and was terribly full, should have ask for hot green tea instead of cold one...! After that went to the next door shop call Miss U Cafe, where Dino, Chris and PY ordered beer to drink. Unluckily, all the girls that Chris said was there was apparently gone....Noooooo! Lolz! Oh well!

On a side note watching Handsome Suit had make me realised something which I am trying to apply into real life, hopefully it turns out good. OH AND DO WATCH HANDSOME SUIT, CAUSE ITS DAMN NICE!