Soccer and Stuff

Went for morning soccer on Saturday behind East Spring Sec and as usual it was pretty fun. I injured my right toe when trying to tackle the ball away from the Newcastle jersey guy and before that I kinda sprained/twisted my ankle abit while trying to block a shot...Now my right toe can barely bend and it hurts to walk! Thats why I skipped Sunday's training =/, don't cry 'You-Tiao Mei' I will still go next week! Hahaha!

Anyway after soccer, I decided to carry on with gyming at Tampines Sports Hall there with CY, Nafees and PY. Boy! Was it a good choice! After we bought the tickets(me and CY had to pay $2.50 cause we are too old for student price...), a girl in yellow came in to buy tickets too. Wow! Her friend outside wearing St.Hilda's t-shirt was damn pretty! Good choice to go gym lol! Proceed to do multiple chest excerises using the machines(weights area crowded as usual). Too bad the St.Hilda's girl signed out after doing the climb stairs thingy and treadmill. Pity, we left just only sometime after them...Wasted chance! 

By the way after gym, we were deciding beside the ticket machine on whether to swim a not then this quite nice girl came to buy ticket LOL! Not bad ar! I decide to go home while the others went swimming. But thats ok since I saw a few good looking girls while on the bus home, they were at the TPJC bus stop haha!

Thoughts/Feelings

Training is one of the best way to get rid of all the unnecessary or depressing thoughts in my head. Talking and playing around with the people in the Aikido club helps to relieve stress etc. That is why I love to go training particularly on Thursdays in school!

To tell the truth, I kind of saw it coming already but still its quite depressing to see it happen suddenly. People once said "Loving/liking someone does not means you have to be together but letting the other party be happy"(dunno who said it). At the begining of the month of May, I started thinking of you being happy with whoever is enough already but then other stuff happened and the feelings/thoughts got kind of mixed up, making me confused. So to the others, I am actually quite ok, just that thinking about stuff makes me regret etc.

On a side note! Once again I would like to thank Regina for chatting and hearing all my problems etc, talking to you always makes me more positive haha! Thanks! Haha

An End...?

It began a few weeks ago when I change my frequency of messages to perhaps few weeks once or something. Was it too long of a stop? In that time I had lost whatever was left of you thought of me? Did I make the right choice of trying not to bother you too much or was it a wrong choice?

Today I saw something that some of the people had told me that I might sooner or later see, I was prepared but still I can't help but feel that perhaps I should have done this, done that. Would it have worked out if I was more confident and less shy when talking to you? Or perhaps I should have created more chances and not give up as easily?

Some of the people should know and remember about the 4/4 heart thingy I had told them before. Well after all these time only 1/4 is left and all you had to do is to dealt the final blow...I think you know who I am referring to...so if you are reading this by any chance...all you have to do is to tell me or just send me a sms...

I am quite sick everything just suddenly happening and how people attitude towards me just change...please stop it...

Update...

MP/SIP has been progressing to the next stage. Now we are currently using ProE to do our all the parts that we will be using and then we will assemble them together to become what we would like our Test Station to look like. Hopefully we can be ready for the showcase on August.

Today the stupid TSO so kanchiong spider scared cannot get into lift is it? Must rush in and bang me while I getting out of the lift one....ZZZZZzzzz. So inconsiderate. Nowadays trying to stick to $5 budget per day in order to save money to pay for the other $50 for the multiple dojo...resort to making people treat me drinks or snacks hehe!

Did something happen that I did not know/realise? Or is it as they said that you changed number and forgot to tell me? Hope everything is fine and your happy, hopefully will hear from you soon.

Please let everything be ok!